ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk,
newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling

OH, IT IS LOVEY

i'm not the cheery bubbly megawatt smile on my face type of freak

i have more down days than north moments

but for once i'm gonna attempt to keep it gravity defying

though everyone else has more reasons

more warmth in their hearts

more glow in this dark tunnel

to believe secretly there's a reason enough to keep it going everyday.

and as a typical pessimist i'm lined with remorse saying this cos i somehow also believe im jinxing my secret belief by saying (typing, rather) it out loud (okay, my friends can vouch that i type really loud too)

but the (:'s still on.

&one of the reasons would be

we live in a box (:

chew on it!

p.s stephcheong i Y you! (:

I WISH YOU'D TAKE A WALK IN MY SHOES
FOR A START.

disturbance brought to the table.

i long to shut my ears and close my lids.

YOU HAVE TO COME BACK NEXT WEEK TO REMOVE 1 2 3 SKIN GROWTH

virgin experiences:
laundry,
face mask,
diy icecream (it's green tea! :)

im feeling very much like an obasan

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this morning was a case of Shrek hairband, gingerbreadman, sausage with/out egg, setting tests and clues for severe sleepyhead, dilemmas dilemmas.. very untimely for a grouchy girl who has only shut her eyes for a grand total of 4hrs, otherwise known as sleep.
but still, happy 19th nicole ng huiyi :D :D
johnson&johnson no more tears!
girls and boys.. boys and girls..
._.

today would be a good day to slit my wrists and disappear from here
yea i'm a psychotic angsty emo suicidal teenager
-rolls eyes.

STRAYLIGHT RUN; THE WORDS WE SAY

all we can do is keep breathing,

all we can do is keep breathing.

can anyone be cuter than zooey deschanel Y

and can any buffet possibly suck more than holiday inn's.

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I'm still here,
But it hasn't been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,
For years I've been holding it down.

This girl tries her best everyday,
But it's all gone to waste 'cause there's no one around,
This girl she can draw she can paint,
Likes to dance she can skate,
Now she don't make a sound.

We'll play in our park,
'Till it's too dark for us to see
Well we'll make our way home,
With mud on our clothes,
She won't be pleased.

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all we can do is keep breathing.
all we can do is keep breathing.

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..
Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..